I was wondering if I'll have someone to love me properly one day...One day. I know he is waiting for me too. He's been so patient, also me. We are still alone dreaming of someone who maybe doesn't exist...
I guess I am the type of girl who fades away soon or later. I'll be gone and you won't be able to pick up the pace and catch me after hurting me so much. So I will keep dreaming to find the proper one.
I have always thought that there must be something else than this. Life can't be so meaningless. It's hideous. Times goes by while people let their lives go away but I don't want to. I am tired of crying, of losing hope, of fighting...I just want to find you as soon as possible and then we will happy as we ever dreamed. I've been longing for this so much. I will find you no matter what.
Love.
